Who am I? am I who I have become? Am I just a Mum ?am I a version of myself or of the Milly yet to come? did I get lost in wonderland? or did I bury my head in the sand? did I do the things I thought I would? or did I settle with the things I thought I should, am I still finding it all out? can they hear me even if I shout? Is that me Im looking at? or could I try and wear a different hat, adjust my lipstick thicken my brow,sing a song then take a bow, am I just rolling through a door or do I need to land on a different floor? am I leading down the path or just following the rabbit? is this becoming quite a habit?never satisfied or pleased is this the ending that you teased? Or a road we were meant to cruise with ease ?